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Saturday, January 27, 2007

Unbalanced

I'm kinda having one of those 'i'm down but nobody notices' kind of period. And no one ever knew when i'm having a bad mood or when I'm down. Am I really THAT hard to predict? I don't know. Had many things going around in my mind now. That's why i'm trying to shake it off like understanding more about astrology,more about myself. And i do find astrology accurate. I know it's somehow a bit childish or irrational to believe these things but still when you find it accurate, it does seems like a good way look into oneself throughly.

I'm in an unstable state now and i might just explode any moment like a time bomb. But those who knows me will know that i tend(note:tend) not to blow my own probs on the innocents like a immature person. It's just not cool to blow your steam on people who has no involvement.

Found out here at Astro (a site that's all about astrology)that i am a true Libra by a few hours. Look into it if ya want(registration's free). It seems that there's changes every year for horoscopes and those like me,who's not sure about which horoscope i am cause i'm in the middle of two can check the truth there. Just be sure to know what time you're born. It's great. It even has a database of states and cities of (i think) all the countries in the world. It's really accurate, tried it on our Carrot and it's accurate for him too.

And, people with different dates but same horoscopes has different potrait of their characteristic. Don't puke but i look up at a lot of sites and it states that Libra has produce the most number of handsome guys and pretty girls. Hehe. But wait,there's more. 'Even if that Libra does not really look handsome or pretty,they still emit a warmth and friendly aura.Charming you could say. Nevertheless, all Libra should be charming.

Ok, i'm stating too much good about a Libra, i'll state some bad things then. Libra are very,VERY undecisive because they see clearly about the pros and cons about the choices given. And they are passive people when it comes to relationships. Meaning, they never makes the first move. (Sounds so familiar, now where have i heard THAT?)

Ok, enough of this, don't want to bore people with these stuff. By the way, I only know things about Libras. Can't really blame me. But i think it gives people a good guide la. Like me, I'm suggested to become lawyers,art dealers,human resources or public relations. Hmmmm, get the picture? All non science.

Since i have sooooo much free time, i've made up a chart in my head about who(F5Science'06) will take which subject when they go MD. Here's a few example:
1.Carrot (Chem,Phy and Maths(which he said) but i personally think that he'll take one non science related stuff.
2. IS----- things about IT(what else),maybe business? econ? marketing? yup,things like that.
3. Derick------ Business,Accounts, Econ..........etc(business related)
4. Chia yee---- Chem,Phy,Maths

Well, i think all others are most likely taking Chem and Physics. Of course,my chart are just my guesses. Well, seems like i'll won't be seeing everyone often even in MD(hopefully). But what the heck, it's no prob. Just that our path will part,that's just it. Ah well......

You Should Get a JD (Juris Doctor)

You're logical, driven, and ruthless.
You'd make a mighty fine lawyer.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

Lawyer,Lawyer,Lawyer. Is that really the best choice for me?

SS Phoenix @ 12:12 AM

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Monday, January 22, 2007

Mugged

Recently, some a**h*** kept on using our unsecured wireless network. AND I DON"T KNOW HOW TO LOCK IT AGAIN,thank you. I'm a self renowned computer idiot if anyone still doesn't know. I've tried going to the IP address and lo and behold, I need to fill in the username and password which is lost.(I gave to my dad and HE lost it,now he's blaming me) Are all cancer people(my dad) just like that? Always blaming others for his own mistakes. And I'm the one who always gets the blame. The reason? Simple, I'm the only guy in the family(beside a 2yr old baby bro). Sheesh. What lame reason is that?

Kek.......maybe i need to call people from Telbru? What the heck, anyhow, in about one year if not mistaken, i'll be moving to~~~~~~~~~Bunut. And it's really,really far. But i hope that i get to MD b4 we move, hopefully. The construction hasn't even started yet. When we went to see that piece of land, nothing but a swamp. Guess what? It's two blocks from one of the big Hua Ho.
Simpang 1245???????!!!!!!! Now that my friends is far.

Ah well. These few days, i finally confirmed a few things about myself. A really important milestone in this lifetime. But i wouldn't tell anyone........yet. But it will eventually be told which i hope not.

Your Career Type: Enterprising

You are engertic, ambitious, and sociable.
Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas.

You would make an excellent:

Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp Director
City Manager - Judge - Lawyer
Recreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales Person
School Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster

The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect.

What's Your Ideal Career?

Yup, that's me. One who never really likes science related stuff. And i like the sound of being a judge too.Yup, i just LOVE to judge people.

SS Phoenix @ 4:28 PM

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Monday, January 15, 2007

Choked

When i was brushing my teeth last night, I choked on the tooth brush's hair(dunno what it's called).A freak accident really. The hair just came off while I was brushing my back molars. Stupid toothbrush! Weird, considering i just used that toothbrush for just a few weeks. People, DO NOT USED ORAL-B. I wonder if i can sue the company for trying to endanger my precious life or not........

Ya, what the heck. Threw the toothbrush into the bin right away. That senseless dad of mine, he didn't even notice that i choke. AND HE WAS JUST A METER AWAY FROM ME. I guess the cyber world is just really powerful. I wonder if this incident can become a tv commercial or something. Advertising for laptop. Like one person is dying beside you and the lead is just too busy with the laptop to save or even notice the choking person. Now that, my friends is creative.

Ah yes, i will expose here that i know one thing that i'm almost(ALMOST), the first ones who knows this little secret.. That is all. But it will be reveal soon or even sooner than expected. Fellow bloggers, it's really something that you all wouldn't know. Though i don't think it should be so secretive.

Anyhow, the phrase(please help me type chinese in my chatbox so i can copy and paste to put it here, don't have chinese program....) ' a thought or worry in the day will surely result in a dream of similar meaning at night aka 'Ri you shou si, ye you shou mo' is verified by me as truth . Last night after i choked, i dreamt choking on my new toothbrush again.....Kektio, being choked twice in one night, how you get that huh.

Next up, this is another mv, No promises.......again(yup, you guess it, it's the same song). this time it's by a danish singer, Bryan Rice who is also the original singer of this song. But i like the cover song by Shayne Ward better la. I found out that cover has seventeen meaning, Ai,karumba.

Strong foreign accent if ya ask me.

Next up,

Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You value loyalty highly.
You're completely devoted to your friends and family.
Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them.
Just make sure they're equally loyal to you!

Honesty:

You value honesty a fair amount.
You're honest when you can be, but you aren't a stickler for it.
If a little white lie will make a situation more comfortable, you'll go for it.
In the end, you mostly care about "situational integrity."

Generosity:

You don't really value generosity.
Your needs always come first, no matter what.
And you'll possibly help someone else out...
But only if it helps you in return.

Humility:

You value humility highly.
You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are.
And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better.
You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance a fair amount.
You are open to new cultures, beliefs, and ideas.
You have very few prejudices that you're aware of.
And while you are tolerant, you do stand true to what you believe.

The Five Factor Values Test

Well, that said about what my values are.

SS Phoenix @ 1:57 PM

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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Hooked? Me? So What?!!!

Ok fine, recently i have been listening to musics and got hooked up. So what? I can listen to that one song for one whole day and still not tired of it. Haaaaa........such nice songs. Not be brag about it, I think i have good taste in musics. Bleh! Hit me la, stupid!(Try this in cantonese)
OMG, i'm being vain right now! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!*stop*

Back to the story, personally, i think someone i know has finally ticked and fell head over heels for a certain young star(and we all know who that is, yes, this means you.), is being too obssessed. And he said it himself, he's becoming more 'bian tai'(maniac). Ok, i think it's really normal, who has not been obssessed to superstars, comic heroes and famous ppl? Just hope it will cool down like a chicken poo, sooner or later. Ah,ah,ah......don't try to say 'just you wait and see, my love for her is eternal' or 'don't judge me, you have no right'. Nah, things like that isn't realistic. I'm a realistic person.

Anyhow, this is a song that i saw on tv and i think i like the meaning la~~~

It's saying about parting with loved ones but looking at the bright side that, we'll eventually meet together again. So ummmm, dedicating to all my friends who is or going to oversea to pursuit their 'bright,BRight,BRIGHT' future? Too late, o well.

The next one was discovered accidentally when i visited www.absolutelyrics.com. It was on the most popular lyrics list and why did i listen to it? Because, about a few weeks or months ago, while we're out, Wei hon saw his CD and was excited all about it. So anyway, like this one song. No promises by Shayne Ward. Heard it before actually but never really paid any attention to it.

It'a a few months old song......ok, i'm getting out of the 'tide', so what?
The mv is really nice for me. 4/5 stars for it.Really a touching and meaningful mv. Guess what? The singer developed an illness called vocal cord nodules. NOOOOOOOOOOOO....hopes he gets cure, or is he cured already? Anyway, Julie Andrews was a singer????!!!! Wow, shocking fact for me. She developed this illness which stop her singing career. By the way, this illness's not life threatening, just damages vocal cords which will degrade ppl's voices. Beware, Carrot! Bwahahahahaha.

Well, my post has became long again, good!
Lastly...........

You Are 31% Vain

Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all.
You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less.

How Vain Are You?

Ok, true, i'm vain sometimes. But who isn't???!!! Step up!!!!

SS Phoenix @ 12:41 AM

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Saturday, January 06, 2007

Absolutely normally....shrug....

Uereka, i've done it! A poem that rhymes! Hope that it's still unintelligible like last time. Bwahahahaha! I think no one will really know that last one true meaning. Bleh! Unless i tell!Which i won't. Composing so that my mind won't get entirely useless for this period of time.

Mindless for nothingness

Views so shallow and views without light,
Heart so narrow as it's lonely in the night.
Shocks from the brain or born from fear,
Attempts will be vain that i'll refuse to hear.

Good to try until you cry,
Was all just lies when differences fly,
Target wisely polish it with sight,
Strike blindly then that's your fight.

Ahem....... i tried my best to rhyme it all. And it's not easy!!! I don't really have a wide vocab.
But i was wondering if any of you would like to hear stories that rhymes, eg.

A cow that gives milk tend to moo, like a fool sitting on a loo. Can it be that much fun? When the grades out then the fool got to run.

Ok, that's really*1000 lame......

Well, today, instead of sitting in front of the comp, i manage to move my butt and went swimming with CCS and his sis. Well,that's all.....

You Are 80% Happy

You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world.
Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.

How Happy Are You?

Hmmmmm,it seems that my happiness level dopped from about 90+ to 80.....

SS Phoenix @ 12:05 AM

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Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Go! Best luck to you all!!!

Well, a lot of people are gonna leave these few days, my friends who's going to KL and KK, best luck to you all! Sorry i can't make it to the airport to see you guys off. But don't worry, we'll meet again,right? Unless you don't want to see me again in any case. Oh well, I'll try to keep in contact with them, one way or the other. I've been thinking, what's the point of people like me to make resolutions? I wouldn't be doing it anyway. I'll just let it slip off my mind.

I know it's not a must to do one resolution, just that.......i've reached my goal in life, i guess, being happy. Enjoying the simple things in life, that's what made me happy, i guess. Look, if i have a full stomach, i'll be happy. I think i'm quite a simpleton, but aren't keeping things simple much more burdenless? I don't really have a real goal in life. Becoming a millionaire? That's not a goal, yet not a dream. It's something that's not important if becoming one isn't happy. I'm saying this cause i'm envious about the people i know who have goal. Goal for success. Of course,i'm not envious of people who thinks their goal are far greater than everyone he knows. There just won't be success without friends and people sharing it.

Oh well, that's life? Just surviving? Nope! I want to just more than survive, I want........to enjoy my lifetime.

You Have A Type B Personality

You're as laid back as they come...
Your baseline mood is calm and level headed
Creativity and philosophy tend to be your forte

Like a natural sedative, you have a soothing effect on people
Friends and family often turn to you first with their problems
You have the personality to be a spiritual or psychological guru

Do You Have a Type A Personality?

See? I'm even a B type of person. Haiz......

SS Phoenix @ 3:58 PM