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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

I'm 20! and this is the 100th post!!!

It's been like what, 4 years since i've started blogging? Hmmm, 25 posts per year, an avg of 2 post per month, not bad la. But still, I'll need to blog more, many people have already pass the 200 mark in less than 2 years. Can't blame me, i have no life. But actually, I'm just another lazy person. Doubt people still come here. I mean, some even thought this blog is already dead. Haha.

I'm 20 now.... GOSH! I feel soooo old liao!!! It feels like a truck just slam right into my face. I mean i'm 20 and i feel like i did nothing for the past 20 years. Yeah, i know i've turn 20 last 3 weeks liao. -.-"

10 Stuff I had not done in the past 20 years but should had:
1. I never worked even part time(but if you considered working for 1 day as working...)
2. I haven't learn how to drive (most of my friends does now! even LYY)
3. I never had a girlfriend before, or a boyfriend for that matter in case some day i discover i'm gay, haha
4. Never went into a club before
5. Had not get laid, HAHAHAHAHA
6. I'm still not 100% sure what I want in life, is this the course i really want?
7. I have not travelled out of South East Asia.
8. I never got dead drunk
9. Went on a real adventure such as climbing Mt Kinabalu, camping in a REAl jungle...etc
10. I still don't have a credit card but ho, i'm still asking money from parents le.... so erm.. optional la. But would be nice to have one ma... ;(

10 things I'm done which a 20 year old should:
1. I've smoked before (once before 10 anyway then never again)
2. I stay up for 24 hours straight.
3. I stay out of the house until after 3 in the morning at least
4. I went travelling with friends only. (Last year KL and this year, we're going sg!)
5. I watch movies meant for the adults (R rated)
6. I found my best friends.
7. I lived out of the house... being independent, doing housechores, etc,etc
8. I took care of doing official papers without any help. (I applied and settle everything in uni myself)
9. I stood up for myself.
10. I did things a responsible adult would do like calling my parents to tell them i'm ok after a flight, making calls/sms to people in case of change of plans, etc,etc. There are some stuff i won't do when i was younger. I try not to make my parents worry.

Let's see, how life in uni. Not bad lo. My results are quite good la. If i try a bit more harder for my finals, i think i have a chance in getting into the dean's list. Why would i suddenly become so kiasu and want to get into the so called 'cream of the crop' students? I just want to enter just once la, at least to make my resume in my future job application to look more prettier. Can add 'outstanding dean's list student le'! So why not? Plus, they say first year,first sem is the easiest semester to get into the list, of course i must try this sem.

I still sleep in class though. Haha, and very exaggerating one. I lay down on 3 seats and slept for the whole 2 hours. Hahaha. SART dao... And i really need to try presenting more and more lo. I really suck at presentations. Haiz...

Let's get on to some mushy stuff now. Being 20, I feel that I really am very lucky to be able to find friends who trusts me, loves me and are always there for me. You guys are really one of a kind(you know who you are!) and it seems very hard for me to find others like all of you wherever i may be. I mean, for lot of people in uni, I act alot. I don't show my true colours and am polite, patient, humble and generous and stuff.

I'm no angel that i can tell everyone but i'm only human. I don't do serious crimes or mistakes. I don't frame people for what they didn't do and I certainly did not betray the ones who are my true friends. I can be very tolerant to my very good to best friend. Look at that sampat la, even if he's so paranoid, sampat and critical, i'll stay by his side all the same la,haha. But seriously, trust is important to me in a relationship whether it's between families, friends and lovers. I just realized. No trust, no confidence then no will to continue the relationship.

Oh my god, since when did i become emotional de? Bah, stop here liao. update next time bah!

Labels: Feelings, Me, Perspective, Uni

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Privacy?

A quick update before my 100th post which i will TRY to write it as soon as possible. Yes, i've enter University Malaysia Sarawak in Kuching. Currently taking Resources Biotechnology. What's with the resources huh? Well, everything we'll be studying will be almost the same as the normal Biotechnology courses in the other universities except that we'll be focusing a little bit more on saving natural resources and what's not.

Of course, this is just to update on people who hasn't heard from me and is still reading this blog. I don't think i'll be able to update as frequently as i thought i can. I can't seem to access wordpress, blogger, blogspot and some other websites from my hostel. The wireless signal is always low there but it makes no difference even if the signal is excellent. I'm currently using the computer at CAIS aka commonly as Library. There's no privacy here...haiz...

University is alright... at least up until this point. I've made a few friends who seem be nice and friendly... a bit sampat too. HAHAHAHA, they're really my type of crowd. There's many malays here as expected but up until now, i do not seem to recall seeing any racial discrimination or abuse like what SOME people try to scare the crap out of me. But what i heard is that malays who takes my course tend to be afraid of losing out and there's one incident to prove that it's true.

AND my english deteriorated! You might find some or even lots of grammatical,spelling mistakes! I wrote a statement on what 'language' means to me and i got caught making lots of grammatical errors. So paiseh! I'm even starting to speak broken engrish! English is my strength here and i don't want to lose it!

Lastly, it seems i have to take 4 courses with Bahasa Melayu as the medium for generic courses... Luckily 2 of them seem to be easy to pass but i better start to work hard on the other 2 if i want to graduate in 3 years. I do not even dare to think of extending my university year for another semester! I hope my curse on someone doesn't reflect back to me... Praying....

Labels: Uni

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Saturday, May 30, 2009

My new house!

Tomorrow's... i mean today's going to be a busy busy day... WE'RE MOVING!!!
But sad to say i won't be having any internet connection for a week or 2... Haiz.... How am i suppose to live my boring life without it? I've stocked GAMES!!! I've got around 15 of them just waiting for me to install and play them XD

But ho, i'll be going back to Kuching from 12th till 15th. No computer for 3 DAYS!!! Haiz.... Although i'm still happy to go back. Can meet ALMOST all my relatives ;) (Note: not close with SOME relatives but generally we're all a happy bunch except a few outcast XP

Right, sorry for nagging. PHOTOS!!!
Pardon the low quality photos.
Although our house may not be as exagerratingly beautiful as our neighbours: pic below, it still is quite pretty. Didn't manage a photo of my house outside though... but it'll about the same as my neighbors. Their house were brighter. haha

And here's the front outlook of my house.Still not entirely complete though..

The living room

ANd there's 2 part for the kitchen. Weird. The 'dry' kitchen and the 'wet' kitchen. The dry one first. Spot my beautiful mother in pink in the wet kitchen.

And up the stairs we go.

And we end up in a small den. Don't mind the boxes. We've moved the stuff little by little but can't unpack yet. No furniture yet.

My room!

Open sesame!

And lastly, MY BATHROOM!.... ok, going to share with my other 2 sisters... Have two doors and both our rooms have access to it so have to lock both door when going in... HAHA. I just like the mirror.

Well, that's all. Hope our furniture won't spoil it when we move in.

Labels: Home, Life

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Thursday, May 28, 2009

Please forget... pleaaasssseeeee

Went out twice with May Yan before she left for KL. But the thing is, someone saw mw when we were at the Mall. NOOOOOOOOO~~~!! It was Sheeling. And she asked me when did i come back? HAHAHAHAHA!!!Ok, fine. I know i'm being a LITTLE anti social since i'm been in Brunei. But ho, since i have no jobs, no contribution and no income, a guy has to do whatever it takes to save or at least be more thrifty,right?

I'm becoming a hermit i know. It's recently that i found out that i can live for months without a friend to talk to. Ok, with occasional calls from Mayan but that was it. It just doesn't bug me than it does to some other people. Some people says one thing and does the other. Not me, I have already accepted the fact that I am not popular and have few friends. Ok, fine maybe not a few friends. I have quite a number of them actually(more than 10). Haha. But ho, i don't try to take any opporturnity i get to socialize. I don't know why. I prefer to be in my room and look at my dearest beautiful lappie.

Alright, video and introduction.

First up, there's this korean guy in youtube. Really talented. Searched for yoonha85 in youtube and you'll come across a guy playing a piano. A pianist he is. What makes him so special is that he does NOT need music sheets to play pop songs. Yes, he improvise pop songs just by listening. No sheet needed. Some of the improvisation songs i liked are 2NE1's FIRE, BB ft 2NE1's Lollipop, BB's Haruharu, Wondergirls' Nobody and Slumdog millionaire's Jai ho. Lots more to list out.

Currently listening to mostly kpop except for Listen to your heart - Roxette, Dead and gone - T.I and JT(like JT's part only), pokerface - lady gaga and Broken Strings - James Morrison ft Nelly Furtado.

Labels: Life, Music

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Monday, May 18, 2009

Swoosh~~~!

So fast, it feels like it was just last week that i updated my blog and now it's been half a month! I thought i'll be really active one now le. Blogging now just for the sake of maintaining my sanity. No, i'm not going crazy, but you'll never know when there would be the day when your mind suddenly goes 'click'.

I've been listening to more korean ballads recently than korean mainstream pop. Watch some kdrama here and there. Finished a 2004 kdrama called Gumiho aka Tales of the Nine tailed fox on youtube. I'm now onto another kdrama called witch yoo hee on youtube as well. It's a bit bland but getting interesting.

I'm moving to a new house soon around this week or next depending on whether, some additional construction is needed to make more space for the house. But ho, if i'm going to go study in Msia soon, it means that i'll be staying in MY OWN room for like a month only. Well, not an old news that i'm getting my own room since i'm the eldest son! XP Still, my sisters are damn happy that they're sharing a room between the two of them instead of sharing the same room with the workers. And when i'm going to study in other places, SOMEONE is going to move into my room cough*elder*sister*cough

Currently listening to some songs by SG wannabe, korean group which used to be popular. It's ok now but the music they produced now are not as appealing as it used to be. I really love their mvs because it's like a mini drama and it's just well explained. There's always part 1 and part 2 for their mvs. One of my favorite's this one.

and the part 2 with a different song.

Try their debut song too, Timeless. Love the song.

Labels: Kdrama, Life, Songs

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Sunday, May 03, 2009

Duty Free~~~

It's sort of surprising that Jeffrey called me 'yesternoon' saying he was in Brunei for a holiday. Ah.... time flies so fast! And we went to watch X-men Origins: Wolverine! Great movie btw! OMG!!! Well, even the complain king didn't even complain about it! So it's just THAT good! Go watch it! Omg! According to my sister who watch it later, There was actually some scene AFTER the credits! Shit!!! I miss it! Wtf?! The lights opened already and everyone was going out ma! Don't go immediately everyone! ok?!

Oh, Spy's out. End. Watch tv.

And lastly, an eye candy for the ladies. Lots of hot korean men! Personally I like the song and not just because BigBang was in it. They(Big Bang and other famous korean actors) have equal parts anyway. I just feel so happy and cheerful listening to this song XD

Yes! the 80s are back! Ok, maybe not but it does send out some kind of vibes like it.

Labels: Movies, Music, Random

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Monday, April 20, 2009

My spirit was partially taken

No, I wasn't dying. Yesterday, I kept thinking about PeiYi's first impression performance. I was so kek tio that Wah Lai Toi was not broadcasting it or anything. Throughout the day I kept thinking about what was happening.

At night, I msn Yan and Szeyee asking about the performance. Haha, to my surprise, Szeyee said I was 'there'. Wanna know how i got there? And no, my spirit didnt fly there.

They pasted a drawn picture of me along with the others. Haha! So creative! My head's on the signboard Vincent was holding! Oh and guess what, I got this image from http://astrostarquest.blogspot.com/ - Astro talent quest official blog!!! Congrats guys especially Vincent and Yanyee! Hahaha!

Labels: Random

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Yours Truly KSS